One thing I really hate is people I have known for a really long time and that changes to something uknown and different that I don't like. I have one friend that changed so much, too much. My friend is not like she used to be. She's talking shit about me, and I haven't done a shit to her. It's not fair! In January she began talking shit about things she didn't even know anything about. She yelled out to the class (I wasn't there but the guys in my class told me the day after) and she said that I skipped school all the time and that my grades were really bad and that I didn't do anything at school and that I would need to go the whole first year of high school over again beause of my bad grader. First of all; I skipped ONE HOUR last year, and that was math and I just couldn't handle the teached. Second; I think I actually got better grades than her in some of the subjects, a lot of them actually and yeah, I didn't need to go the first year over again. I had put this behind me, but me and some of my friends talked about it yesterday and all the rage just got into me again. I just can't understand why she even cares about how I do it at school and my grader, it's none of her business. She has also said that she couldn't understand why I'm together with my boyfriend. Oh, why not? She has no rights to say anything about my relationship as well. She also says that I talk so damn much about him all the time, you know what? He is a really big part of my life, and he has been that for over a year now. I've told my mum because I just felt for letting it out. She thinks that she's just jealous and that she just wants to be the best and the most popular but if I'm better than her on some things or I'm talking with a bunch of my friends in class she just starts talking about shit none of us even care about. Only so she can get the attention. She gets fucking quiet and you can see that she gets annoyed if I do something better than her. She also talks shit about some of my other friends as well. They have boyfriends. She kind of ruined her own relationship and almost destroyed the boy, but she can't see it herself. I haven't told her anything about what I feel because I hate being enemies with others, but honestly, she destroyed him! Seems like she's jealous on those with a boyfriend because we can behave and be kind to them. She used to be one of my best friends. She doesn't know that I know what she said that day in January and I don't care about bringing it up and cause a lot of drama either. I will just keep it to myself and remember that I will never trust her or become bestfriends with her again. I have 4 bestfriends and a boyfriend, they're great. They're the ones I can trust and tell everything without hearing a lot of rubbish about it afterwards. I love them. Sorry for a lot of text but I just felt for letting things out. It's a lot of other things that has happened as well that she doesn't know that I know about, but I don't think I will mention anything more now. It just sucks when one of your friends changes and think they're the world, the best. Again, sorry for a lot of text and if you read all this, you're good! I don't actually care if she finds this and read this, I really don't care. In that case, she will know what I know everything that she has said and that she can't keep that many things secret. She should actually keep her mouth shut and when she opens it, she can say something else than shit about others, uninteresting things and yelling at people. And, yeah, things about herself that no one cares about. I know that not everyone cares about what I say all the time and that it can be annoying if I actually talk a lot about my boyfriend, I actually know that, so that's why I keep my mouth shut at times, because I know that I need to take a break. Doesn't seem like she knows. And yeah, one more thing, she also wants everyone to feel sorry for her even though if it's nothing to feel sorry for at all. Okay, sorry, this is too long. This is the end. Thank you for reading, if anyone actually did that. It would mean a lot.
